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New el jay, ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) bemy_lonely
It's friends only.
So comment on it, and I'll add you if your not already added.
Till then
-Melissa
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I haven't had a movie day in so long, its nice. My dad's being UBER nice to me, I could get used to it.
Haven't updated in years. Friday was awesome, I love Matt, Brittany, Tom, Kaiti, and Dan.
Saturday was cool too, yay for Amber and I walking around Braintree/Weymouth for 2 hours or so, and yay for decorating eggs.
Sunday was cool, worked. But hey, it was cool.
Brittany and I are gonna perfect the Ace dance, and then we're gonna do it together.
Oh yeah, and YAY for rediculously lousy plots in cheesy movies, but have really hot co-stars.
Till then
-Melissa
(COMMENT! LOTS OF COMMENTS!)
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The past few days have been boring. I'm feeling much better today, and I have work til 6:15-6:30 or so, so if you want to do anything after..let me know =)
Umm, not really much I wanna update on.
"Oh yeah... Kaiti, Amber and I are SO decorating Easter Eggs on Saturday. Yay for exploiting religious holdays when you're non-religious."
Till then
-Melissa
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[07 Apr 2004|07:25pm] |
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Eh, they'll be done in bullets because I dont want to give detail.
- Advil Cold and Sinus is my best friend.
- My parents still wont get off my case with the whole vegeterian thing.
- My mom and brother are calling me a freak, simply because I'm spacing my ears. Big deal, right?
- I've missed 2 days of school so far, probably 3 tomorrow. But it really doesn't matter seeing as I'm automatically failing since I've been absent too many times.
- Easter is going to be weird because only my aunt and Kaiti are coming, and not the rest. I still dont know how I feel about that..its not a holiday unless Alex is there =/
- I dont like bullets.
- No one comments on my lj, and it makes me feel like no one loves me :( (Hint: Comment for godsakes. )
Yeah, I'm done.
Till then
-Melissa
PS: I'm having Kaiti, Marsha, and Amber withdrawls. I better go to Braintree to see them soon, or I'll die.
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Yesterday I went to Harvard Square with Matt, Shannon, Steve, and Mark. I <3 Harvard Square. We raped Urban Outfitters, and I got chopsticks and a really cool asian spoon thing. Matt stole the world. He even got a shirt that feels like a towel at some second hand store, its so ugly its hot. Shannon and I want to be rich and decorate our house's with everything thats in Urban Outfitters, and get a pink stove.
Today I didn't go to school. I feel like shit. As soon as my dad wakes up, he wakes me up..and yells at me for being sick. Its apparently my fault I'm sick because I never wear a jacket. Hey dad, go shit in a hat.
Till then
-Melissa
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Thursday- Hung out with Tom, Matt, Mark, and Linda. Went to Lollicup, drove around. Went back to Tom's, then dropped everyone off and I met Marks friend Bry and some other kid.
Friday-Worked til 5:30, met Linda, Steve, Deja, Trisha, Brittany Ashley, Sarah, Matt, Mike, Corey, Matt, Tom, Brendan and Tim at the T station, took the train in to Emerson. The first band was bearable, the second band was terrible, and of course The Lido Venice was great. Julie and Brittany we're there too. The majority of the people that was at the show was the 16 that I was with. Ha. After that we departed with Julie and Brittany. Then Deja and Trisha. Walked around Boston, lost Brittany (the other one). Found Brittany. Took the train back to Quincy. Departed with Brendan and Tim. Then with Mike. and the rest of slept over Tom's.
Saturday- Woke up. Went to Dunkin Donuts. All of us took the bus home. Came home showered, and then left to go to another show with Rachel and Jen. I dont want to get started on that show. But it was fun I guess. The first band was terrible, and then (hahaha) The Darkness. Yes, thats right. Us cool cats saw The Darkness, they we're..umm weird?
Today- Nothing but work. I have so much makeup work that needs to be done its sickening.
Good weekend though :)
Till then
-Melissa
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[30 Mar 2004|10:23pm] |
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Today was gay. I hate MCA's. I did a whole bull shit essay that was about as long as two pages. There were 5 teachers monitoring our class, thats a little outta hand. Period 10 I met Sarah at the tech mirrors, then we left and met her friend Rach. She's a cool shit. Later on we went to Grasshopper with Matt, Matt, Mike, Paul, and Tom.
Not a waste of a day. School and work tomorrow, oh fucking joy.
Till then
-Melissa
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(Note the new icon)
So my weekend went really well.
Saturday we went to Grasshoper (very good vegan asian restaurant). After that we went to Harvard Square and saw The Lido Venice. Truely amazing. They blew me away. I was go glad to hear the new songs. They're we're great. We didn't stay the whole show, but I introduced myself to Ben. So that was cool.
Matt, Matt, Mike, Kenny. Steve, Sarah, Erika and I all slept over Toms.
Sunday morning we went to Dunkin Donuts where some marathon freak flipped out on us. Funny shit. Then we went back to Tom's house, only Matt, Steve, Tom and I. We looked at some funny porn, ate ramen noodles, and moved Tom's computer downstairs. Then my brother picked us all up from Toms.
Today I went to school late. Tomorrow I have MCA's. GAY. Argh.
Till then
-Melissa
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The past few days I've been hanging with Linda. She's great. Thursday we went to get my check, then ate at Papa Gino's, then walked around.
Yesterday I met up with her and Steve at the tech mirror before period 11, then we left and went to Lollicup. I haven't had a lollicup in 80 years. It was grand. We left a while after and met up with Tom at the galleria. Stayed at the Galleria for a while until everyone was out of Driving School, picked them up from Driving School, strolled on down to Good Will. Then Tom and I departed and went to his house. We walked around all Houghs Neck and I was having deja vous because I spent all of my early years down there basically. Heh. I went home around 11, but in the mean time we picked up Matt and Matt at the T.
I have to be in work in like 10 minutes, then tonight is the The Lido Venice show w/ clickers, read yellow, and the faux. Should be a grand ol time. Going with Matt, Matt, Mike? and Tom. Maybe Brittany. Then slumbering at Tom's. Word.
Till then
-Melissa
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I want to go to sleep, wake up and forget that he ever walked on the face of the earth.
I like him. I want him to know. But then again I don't, he'll act weird around me. I know he doesn't feel the same way.
Fuck guys.
Till then
-Melissa
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[23 Mar 2004|07:43pm] |
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School was gay.
Matt gave me presents. They're awesome.
Work was okay.
Dinner consisted of chatting with my mom, brother, and James about genital herpes and being screamed [at the top of his lungs] by my brother for my grades in school. How ironic, since he's a daytime drop out.
Till then
-Melissa
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[22 Mar 2004|07:33pm] |
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Oh boy, I fucking hate being labeled.
Its a waste of time, and you should just fucking stop.
Stupid assholes.
In other news, Freds gonna have sex with his shirt on.
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Colleen dyed my hair, its dark purple..ish.
My dad's acting like he's Italian and its pissing me the fuck off.
Matt called and told me that TLV was practicing tonight, and I wanted to go and hear their new songs :( but I'm a failure and had to come home. I'm really desperate to hear the 2 new songs, the lyrics are amazing. :/
Plus it would have been wierd if two kids showed up to their practice. Or would it have?
Till then
-Melissa
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Yesterday and today have been pretty fun :)
Had school yesterday. I fucking hate school. After, Tom, Mike and I took the bus to Tom's dad's house to pick up the shirts that his sweet father made us :) (Might I add- It is now my favorite shirt) Then we took the bus back to the T, then I took my bus home. Came home, showered, Rachel came over I got ready, then we were both off to Colleens for the Semi-Formal. I wore a black and red dress that semi-resembles my pink polka dotted one that I wore to the Homecoming to Braintree earlier this year. We we're at the dance around 7. Whatever possessed me to go to that dance, I dont know. But it was terrible. But Tom and I left about an hour through to meet Matt at the T station. We were just casually walking around dressed up. Must've looked funny. We met Matt, then saw the bus go by so we ran to the next stop. Then we went to Tom's and listened to music and gave eachother the heebee-jeebees. Greatest feeling in the world. Steve came over around 11 or so, and we just talked and whatnot then all went to bed.
This morning we woke up, then went to the Crusher. Then to the T so we could go to Braintree to pick up Tom's gameboy at Matts Grammy's house. Took the train back home, then my brother picked me up and I departed from the fella's. Worked at 3:30.
Now I'm home, bored :( Blah. Call me or something.
Till then
-Melissa
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I've been listening to Thursday on repeat for the past hour or so, they're mighty good. I just might have to buy thier cd.
Oh yeah, I didn't go to school again today. So I'm guessing I'm failing for the term. And I'm also assuming there's a big chance of me getting kept back, and/or going to summer school.
And if anyone in my family reads this, dont tell my parents. I want to be the one to break it to them.
Till then
-Melissa
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[16 Mar 2004|03:31pm] |
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So today was retarded. I was walking to math (period 1)..and these two pricks were fooling around and started pushing eachother, of course I get caught in it. One of the kids got pushed into me, causing my hand to get caught in between two shutting doors (sounds hard to manage, which it was), and I heard a pop. So my math teacher sent me to the nurse, she made me move my fingers and all that good stuff, and gave me ice. Told me to go back in 20 minutes to see if the swelling went down. So she said maybe I should get an x-ray, and sent me home. I didn't get an x-ray because my mom know's what they'd do considering she's a nurse. So I have a brace on my wrist as if I was treating my tendonitus as usual. So yay for sprained wrists.
I'm gonna be super stoked if we have a snow day tomorrow.
Happy Birthday Meghan!
Till then
-Melissa
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Busy weekend.
Friday after school went to the plaza with Linda and Tom to buy myself a cd player. We then went to the movies, met Matt, Steve, and Angel half way through. Following that, we got kicked out for causing a disturbance. Quite a sight to see. Went to the mall, walked around. I HATE THE MALL. Then I came home.
Yesterday went to The Box's Confirmation with Colleen. At the church, I was really nervous for some reason. Just goes to show how religous I am. Then we slept over the Box's.
Woke up today, a little later came home. And went to work at 2.
I love grapes. And, my lips are chapped :(
Till then
-Melissa
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[10 Mar 2004|10:21pm] |
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I'm emotional tonight. I've been thinking tonight. I love all my friend, and I'm super grateful for having them. I honestly would kill myself if I didn't such great friends. Some of the people I mention I dont really hang around with, and talk to as much as I wish. But somehow made an impact on my life and thoughts, that their worth mentioning. (They aren't in any specific order besides Kaiti, so dont get mad)
First off I'm gonna start off with my cousin Kaiti because I've known her the longest: I love you so much, you know how to make me laugh. We have the same personality, and we have the oddest conversations. You're a great friend, though we kinda drifted apart these last few months or so, I miss going to your house every weekend.
Carolyn Spada: I just want to thank you for making me have a smile on my face whenever I'm with you. I love you to pieces, and I can trust you with my life.
Carolyn Lewis: Though your quiet at times, when you do speak its amazing. You have the funniest comments about everything. Your randomness makes me happy in the pants area. I know that I can talk to you about anything, and you wont judge me for what I'm thinking.
Tom: You're the closest guy friend I've had since 6th grade, I'm glad I have you. Even when I try to talk to you, you sometimes get side tracked (lol), but your opinions mean a lot to me, when I agree or disagree. I hope that we'll stay as close as we are for a long time.
Erika: I know that we dont know eachother well. And I've hung out with you a total of like 10 times, I feel like I've known you forever. You're the funniest, and I love you being a lizard. I just want you to know that everything thats going on is going to be okay.
Ashley: I love you so much. You're absolutely adorible, I want to spend more time with you and hang out more. I know you're having a rough time as well, but you're the strongest short person I know :)
Colleen: We've been friends since like 6th grade, and you know so much about me. I value our time together, because its almost never. I miss hanging out with you, but I love you more than ever.
Box: I know we fight at least once a week, and every little thing you do bothers me. But for some reason, I keep going back to you. So there has to be something I love about you. Thanks for going through the past week with me.
Rachel: I'm so glad we hang out again. I missed being retarded with you. You're awesome.
Matt: I know this is completely weird that I'm mentioning you because we hang out like once every month. But I love our chats about Ben. You're an awesome kid, I hope you have better luck with the things your going through. Stay strong through it all, I know you can.
I'm getting lazy. And this post was extremely pointless and very poorly written, along with all my other posts. I dont feel like adding anymore people, if I think of more..I'll do some more posting.
Till then
-Melissa
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